As much as I’d like to date someone, intimacy scares the shit outta me so …
I want you.
But I can’t have you.
It’s not meant to be.
Every time I grasp onto the idea of having you by my side,
she comes in and those hopes diminish.
Am I just not good enough or what?
I don’t want to change…
"I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness."
With my best friend, Maylene. When I was 15. She was modeling for someone and I was one of the crew person…and the photographer caught us on film while resting.